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Thanks for the crude advice... I assure you I needed it...

You're right and after reading that post I decided to do more research on something other than the internet and from personal experience...

I went to a bookstore and skimmed books for about an hour and found a book called "Going to Law School?", it is very interesting and exactly what i needed to put my mind at ease, it even had a little personality aptitude test to see if you could fit the profile of a successful law student =D... not that I'm putting any faith in it but it was interesting no less... but it does have a step by step guide of what happens at a normal law school which is what i was looking for

The truth is my biggest fear is the future so my seemingly crazed nutso rant is really just me scared out of my mind at me failing miserable in a life long commitment because i have a problem with nitpicking every possible detail and deciding what could happen if I went down that path. Unfortunately most of those paths are failure as with any other field. I'm really not crazy, i just worry about different things than most people. Once again thank you so much for all of your help! Its all very appreciated.