...If the propsed scenario were to actually happen, I would do what I am doing now: Focus on my own self-improvement--spiritually, mentally, emotionally, academically, etc. If God were to make this happen then I would think that since everything happen in life for a reason, then it must not be my "time" to possibly become a member of ABC Org. Of course, I would feel sad & disappointed that I may never get the chance to see if I would be granted membership...and I would hope & pray that they may re-open their doors someday...In the meantime I continue to volunteer with the org...But, I would NEVER seek membership in another org. b/c I know in my heart that no other org. is right for me...It's either one way or no way!!!
If they were to NEVER RE-OPEN their doors then I would die as an interest of ABC Org...