[33girl]

When I was younger I wanted more than anything to be a famous actress or singer. Now I can't imagine that the tradeoff is worth it.

My longtime boyfriend and I were breaking up at the same time Jennifer Aniston & Brad Pitt's marriage was breaking up. I was going through so many feelings, pain, anger, ambivalence, etc etc etc. It was really hard, and all I could think was that I was having an extremely difficult time just knowing the people in my little orbit knew about it - I couldn't imagine what JA was going through having her problems on every tabloid in the world.

I had a letter published in TV Guide (before it sucked) and I have a body part on an album/CD cover. That's about as famous as I think I want to get.