[AOII Angel]

It doesn't sound like you want advice as much as you want validation. Sorry your sisters didn't support you when you were depressed. Just remember that college girls aren't trained psychologists and may not know how to handle such information. If they were really as cruel to you as you make it sound, then forget your chapter and make a fresh start with more mature women in your alumnae chapter. I suspect, however, that your version of the story is tainted by a lot of hurt feelings. Maybe they didn't mean things the way you took them. Maybe you came off as someone who didn't want to participate. In the end, it's water under the bridge. If you keep harping forever about this experience, you'll miss out on opportunities to really experience lifelong sisterhood with ABC.