[nittanyalum]

I'm an alum of a GLO, and I'm not quoting your post because I'm strongly recommending you edit it. I'm sorry you had a tough time in undergrad, that's always a shame, but if your goal here is to learn how to become involved as an alum in a new area, putting your chapter (though unnamed, just reflects on the whole sorority now) on blast to basically vent isn't necessary on an internet forum. If you were looking for advice on how to still deal with that situation, that might be one thing, but you don't even live in the same state as your home chapter anymore. If you want to get re-involved as an alum, just find a local club (does the nat'l website have a listing or something?) and just get in touch. If you want to eventually share your story in person with the other alums in your new area, that's fine, but I'm not sure what doing it on the www does for you right now. Look forward to what you can experience as an alum if it's important for you, but you have to let the other stuff go if you want to move on and enjoy your GLO now.