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James- thanks for responding, i did mean to mention that the issue is most definitely my own. i don't want him to tell me these things, cause i know that he's not supposed to with the ritual and stuff. i know he's not cheating on me or anything, thats not my concern. though i dont like to admit it, i guess the answer is that i dont like being left out of this part of his life, especially being that he's away at college this year and im at home (next yr ill be at the same college as him). im not asking how i can get him to tell me, im really just looking for advice on how to overcome this hurdle in my mind. thanks, i hope i clarified everything!
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