Hootie i think you are def. right, she doesnt know what she wants. But I also think it is me, I broke up with her last time. I'm not sure if I originally typed this, but she told me we needed to talk which is what she said when she dumped me so I got the clever idea to break up with her before i got hurt again. This is her description of the event
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The first night back was probably the worst night of my life. I finally talked to you in a real convo for the first time in a week or so on IM. It became official that we weren't dating...I knew it was coming, but not for sure. I pretty much lost it. I bawled soooo hard i almost threw up. Luckily my good friend Lolo was there for me even though she was all the way in California. She called me and told me to just calm down, things would all be ok. She told me to go to the soccer house because Speedy was there and at least I would have some one to talk to. I went over there and after about 2 hours of crying, she finally got me to stop. After that night, I realized I couldn't deal with this much stress every night, so I just had to get over the fact it wasn't going to work out.
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I feel so bad for hurting her, but it was the samefor me when his firs happened. And as for hiding I wish I were that brave, I think that would make it easier for her to forget about me!
