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Congratulations Tracy!!!
you're human
I could tell some hair-raising stories in this vein, but I'll keep it short. It's totally normal. When I'm at home in Chicago, I always wonder what would happen if I ran into my boyf from high school. He was always more serious about the relationship than I was, even proposed when I was a junior (I said no 'cause I had college plans 175 miles away). I know it's taken him years to get over me...basically he turned kinda asshole on me and I dumped his email account and told him I thought it would be better if we just went our separate ways. That's the abridged version. The moral of the story is: This happens to everyone.
In any event, don't worry. You love your family and you're not going to run off on them. I think these thoughts, as much as I adore my fiance who makes me banana splits without my asking for them.
But when you hear that awful retching sound, that's the sound of me finding out that my ex-fiance, who slept with my LITTLE GRANDSIS on the night of MY SENIOR FORMAL (told you I had hair-raising stories), finally asked her to marry him. In fact, I think I'm feeling a little nauseous right now.
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