this will prob. be my last post....
maybe forever....
I found out [obviously] that all the GLO's handed out bids [it took a lot of sleuthing and a month later... its all confirmed.... i still had hope... for a while....]
being handed this rejection.... [even tho i knew i wasn't accepted into a GLO] makes everything seem so fresh... and painful... it makes me feel like no one wants me [again], and that i'll never fit in or find my niche anywhere....
and due to recent events that have occured.....
i am highly doubting i'll go through Formal...
i have little intrest after seeing how the sororities on campus interact with each other, and [mosty] the fraternities... it actually makes me saddened because i am a girl that wanted to go through rush after seeing what they did.... [not to go on with details.]
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