[mrwonder]

Originally Posted by MysticCat

Why? You've already asked whether you could stop going to events and paying dues after you're initiated. You don't want to be active, you don't want to have to pay dues, and apparently you don't like guys who are going to be your brothers (and from what you say, they don't like you). So why do you want to become a member of thsi fraternity?

no. i want to pay dues and be active now