[SWTXBelle]

Too late now - but I think your last post, Soliloquy, is an example of a post which should not be posted. Written, perhaps - posted, no. It can't help you - and could hurt you. Humililty is always a good thing - the chapters know of your acomplishments (they are listed on the form, I'm sure, if not on recs). What they need to know is you - personally.
At the end of the day you can't worry about the opinions of anonymous posters on the internet. You can take advice under consideration, and then go forth. But complaining and criticizing the very system you hope to be a part of is not a good idea. You have to understand - we love our GLOs, we love the NPC.
The best thing for you to do now, imho, is to concentrate on presenting your best self during recruitment, and wait to come here and let us know the results. Good luck.