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I know from reading your replies in this post that you said it was something you just sorta said and that possibly his response was sorta just something sudden (that you were both in bad moods).
I dated a guy for a year and a half and towards the end when things went sour, I kept asking him if he still wanted to be together. Finally one day he told me that if I didn't stop asking that, that someday he might just say "yes" without thinking.
I don't know if this is something similar, but perhaps you two just need some space because of stressful situations not relating to each other? It's so hard to say. On one hand you want answers and want to know if you're really done so you can move on, while on the other hand you might feel compelled to beg for him to reconsider. I know oh too well how you feel and what you're going through as I wrote a lot of my feelings on GC a long time ago.
And considering the extent of your relationship it's not easy to turn around and not have that "best friend" in your life anymore. I do know this much, if it's really over it will take you a while to get over it. It's only natural. They say it's like a death because sometimes you're in denial while other times you're angry.
I know I spent countless night crying, bawling, sobbing into my pillow. It seems that it's worse when you're alone and not around friends and family. So what I always did was kept myself occupied. I surrounded myself with friends and family who loved me because it helped.
It's not best to just try to forget about the situation all together because eventually you'll have to come to terms with it. But sometimes it's too much to take in at once, so deal with in doses. Do something good for yourself, spend time with friends, and try to keep a beautiful smile on your face.
Just remember we're all here for ya!
Hootie
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