Just remember that what you are feeling is normal. You need to feel the pain and you will get through it.
Not to sound too "new age" but do something nice for yourself and make sure you are taking care of yourself too. Don't do anything destructive that you may regret down the road.
It seems to me that if you keep breaking up, maybe he's not the one? I don't know but I know it's easier said than done but at least you know NOW instead of ten years and three kids later.
Please try and feel better and please take care of yourself.
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