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So I did a lot of thinking that night. When I started the process, I really didn't think sorority life would be for me. And I thought about what had changed my mind. It came down to finding a house where I really felt at home - a place where I could become more involved, get inspired and make life-long friends. Through the whole experience, I'd felt that way at one house.
So I made a decision to suicide. I know, I know. It's not recommended. I probably could have been happy at the other house too. But I never entered the process intent on being in a sorority. So if I was going to do go through with it, I wanted to be sure about my decision.
So I wrote down my decision:
Go-Gos. I had really clicked with the girls I'd met that week. There were also so many amazing people in the house - people I really looked up to.
I felt excited, apprehensive. How was I going to sleep at all!!!!
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