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Okay well I used to have feelings for my best friend and I guess I still on some level care about him still in that way but I know that we will never be able to be together. I mean I was in love with this guy and it is hard to go from that to just friends but we are working on it and want to stay friends. I guess that has cuased us some problems in the past also.
And no I don't want to jump into a relationship right now.
And my best friend I honestly can not tell you weither I trust him or not. I mean I know he means well, I know that but he doesn't always do it the right way. We did promise each other that would we always be truthful to each other but that was just last night. And my best friend has actually hurt me in the past, I wanted to be with him and it was almost like he used me. He knows that I am never going to hate him that I will always be here for him and sometimes he has taken me for granted and he knows it. I think it is just taken him longer to grow up and realize that I am an awesome friend.
And I really don't have a level of trust for his frat brother. I don't think I know him well enough to say that. I guess pretty much on that I am just going by what some people- his friends have told me. I know that should not matter but it does sometimes.
It is hard to say what I want with the two of these guys I am now just getting around to where I thought for the longest time that I wanted to be with my best friend but I know I don't want to be with him anymore, I still care a great deal about him and we could be friends forever I know we could.
And his fraternity brother I honestly just want to get to know him as a friend better but it is hard when he saying stuff about my best friend. It's hard to believe or trust either one of them when they are talking about each other.
I know I have a lot to things to figure out but it helps a lot when someone I don't know and doesn't know 1 of the 2 guys or both of them gives some advise. Thanks!
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