thanks for all your replies..im feeling all the greek love n support from y'all!...i am holding up pretty well, although i am not expecting us to get back together--not anytime real soon anyway. that's one thing i have learned...not to expect too much because i would just end up being too hurt.
dchi_pride--about the song thing. it did seem for awhile (up to now actually)that every love song I hear was written especially for me...I was listening to the Dream CD and there's that song Miss You..ugh...really reflected how I feel. But thanks for sharing your experience, it made me feel like I am not alone and since you said that guys too also have these kinds of thoughts, it made me think about what could have been going through his mind, before and after that we're over. I wish you luck too though...wait, are you and Jamie friends still though,like do u guys still keep in touch?
coopchick-LoL. Actually I couldn't get a cover for my cellphone coz it's a Motorola. It's a nice phone but i couldn't change the face plate of it (although it would be nice to have a face plate matching every outfit wouldn't it?)--the only reason I got it was coz my mom handed it to me since she didn't like the plan. But anyway, I have been online shopping around (real good therapy for a girl)and I did buy a Kate Spade Sam bag but I bought a gray one, not black . =) that's okay, im working this summer so that should pay it off!
and yes, it is time to hit the dating scene again. dchi_pride, i know for awhile i will also be like you, kinda comparing every guy i meet to jeff, and i think it will take awhile before i get over that and realize that every guy is different and special in his own right...but im willing to do it, and i guess no matter what, he will always be in my heart.
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