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why did i do this??? its like being stuck between a rock and a hard place. i dont like rushing because bid meeting are so mean. girls fight and yell and scream so i wanted to be a rho gamma.
i told my big i did it because we are not that close and i thought we could bond over the situation and at least something good could come of this. she just got mad and said i shouldnt have done it and that she was so embarrassed. im sorry, but i messed up you know???
but she said she wouldnt tell exec but that i had to so i guess i will soon.
i know they are going to make me talk about stupid stuff and when i give a girl a 10 no one will care because i always give girls 10s but its because i get all the good ones.
what is an easy let down? i want to keep my spot i would even tell girls what the best houses are. i dont want them to be clueless you know?? ill be a good rho gamma. i just dont want them to make me quit. sorry i know no one can really help me because i did it to myself. its just so unfair. i hate rush.
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