[KAPital PHINUst]

I gotta make this post, because FWIW, it actually made this trainwreck of a thread all worthwhile:

Dear 12dn94dst

Thank you. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Your kind words and true discerning heart and spirit has been one of the very few things that has actually put my soul at ease over this whole ordeal.

This has been a very challenging year to begin with, but your message to me while short and simple, spoke volumes to my heart. I cannot thank you enough.

You're right, I am in my 30s, but I am still trying to fight like I am in my 20s. And what for? Life is too short for such madness.

Curtis Armstrong said it best in the movie Risky Business: "Sometimes you gotta say, 'What the fu[ss]'" This is one of them.

Thank you again for your words of encouragement. It alone is worth 1,000 GC condolences posts.

See you on the boards!

Sincerely,

KAPItal's PHINUst.