Well it was hard to see that happen at such a young age I was 15. That is one of the reasons why I want to join a organization to try to fill the void of her loss but I know in my heart that no one could replace her; but I don't see a problem with trying to be another sister to someone else, and maybe my experiences can help others. It doesn't bother me to talk about it because the more I talk the better I feel about it.