Awwwww...gosh, I don't think I have any great words of wisdom either.
Newbie has the right idea. Remember that *you* are still the same wonderful *you* that you've always been and always will be!
I participated in a greek-lettered academic honor society during my college years and found it very fulfilling. But, I do understand what you mean when you say that you feel like there is still something missing. I've posted before on GC about how I had gotten a bid to a sorority but, due to a family situation, had to decline. Years later I rushed that same sorority again during informal recruitment. The chapter didn't seem to be anywhere near total...and there were literally only 4 girls rushing. Would you believe it? I didn't get a bid.
Yeah, it hurts knowing that I narrowly missed out on being Greek *twice*. But when I decided to change my perspective, I realized how much I was able to contribute to my campus and community by just being me.
And now, so much later, there's a possibility that I can still be initiated as an alumnae.
I'm hoping you might see it the way I did. I know *I tried* and I have no regrets about that. No one can say that I only made a half-hearted attempt. I think it says something when a PNM tries a secod time. It shows your sincerity.
Give some other campus organizations a try. And just be proud of yourself. If you know you're a quality person, then it's just KD's loss. Ok?
Big hugs!
......Kelly
