You've only been an active member for a matter of weeks, if you don't count summer. Bonds are not made overnight. Give it another semester and if you still feel uncomfy, you can disaffiliate.
If you keep skipping events, that won't help at all. Obviously you won't feel close to anyone if you're never around them.
They might think you can't be involved because of your illness - it might help if you stood up at chapter meeting and said exactly what it entails. People might be wary of asking you to be on committees and such because they don't want you to overextend yourself. I mean, if you're sick you're sick, but don't use it as an excuse.
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