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Originally Posted by Ideal08
I had a binge this weekend. A really, really bad one. I gained almost 10lbs. Seriously. Aunt Flo is on her way and I haven't learned to have power over her yet. She says eat, I eat, and then I can't stop. *sigh* I'm back in the 170's (176.5) and I'm not happy about it at all. I think after my visitor checks out, I'm doing FS again. I need to detox. I'm ashamed of how I did this weekend. And what was heaviest on my mind? How will I ever be married? I would never let anyone see me eat the way I did this weekend. But if you have someone who's always home, what can you do? It's not like you can plan a binge. The sad thing is I was down about it, when really, I should welcome something like that. Maybe that will help me stop doin' it. Cuz I'm not gonna eat the way I did this weekend if there are witnesses.
Who gains 8lbs in a week? Only me.  |
Ideal, girl you've come too far to beat yourself up over one week. What I've learned from you is that this [weight loss] is a process and there will be good days/weeks/months and bad days/weeks/months. Praise God that you didn't gain anything more. You're gonna drop that weight so quickly it won't make any sense. Remember we're in this together! You got this girl. And one more thing: you ARE going to get married. And he's going to love you for YOU. And if he's a good man (which he will be), he will encourage you through your doubt. Again, you got this girl!