Hi there, thank you all so much for your kind words... but unfortunately I didn't receive a bid... I understand that they couldn't take a lot of girls, but I'm still incredibly hurt and sad. It's hard, cuz I'm sure you guys know what i mean when I say it's like rejection in your face... i know it's not like that, but that's how it feels... i still love the girls and everything, but I think I'm done w/ the whole greek thing, at least for now... i mean, hey- if COB happens, yay for that, but I can't see myself going through rush again... I've already done it twice, and it's just too hard... a girl can only take so much... I'm really sad right now, but I know I'll get over it and be better, it just hurts... I really need to find some other things to do to keep me busy and make me feel like part of a smalled community... I've checked out all the clubs, and things just didn't feel right or didn't work out, so i dunno... thank you all so much for your kind words, so if you have any advice to help me, i'm all open for suggestions
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