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I thought today went great, but it didn't.
I can't bear to describe the details without crying, but I was cut from 311 and Alexisonfire. The cuts don't make any sense. I was rushed again by the president at 311 today, only to get cut. My eyes welled up when I saw that the only pref I was invited to tomorrow was Copeland. A sorority that I am very very unsure about. I don't know if I can handle going to prefs tomorrow seeing all the girls lining up outside of 311 and Alexisonfire. I thought I did well at both and left feeling so confident!
However, I am going to suck it up and go. I want to see what Copeland has to say and if they can convince me that this is where I need to be. Fate has a funny way of telling you your purpose, and maybe mine is to help Copeland rebuild. I'll try my best to keep an open mind during the party. I did have fun there today and liked the girls who rushed me today much moreso then previous days. I enjoyed their skit and found myself genuinely laughing. Their chant has also been stuck in my head all day long. Seriously. I can't get it out. I also know a lot of girls who may be in my pledge class that I adore... I won't settle, but I will give them a fair chance. I won't take a bid away from a girl that desperately wants Copeland just because I want to be greek, but if they suddenly work their way into my heart tomorrow- I will accept their bid.
Wish me luck, I really need it guys...
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