Good luck! Keeping fingers crossed for Roger.
That said...if you do get Jemmy, please give it a shot with an open mind. You'll already have the bid and be committed to them for a year. You'll already have "taken the spot" from someone else. At that point, you have absolutely nothing to lose by attending Bid Day and getting to know the pledge class and also the non-rush side of the chapter members. (Don't initiate, of course, if you're "not feeling it" by then. But if you get a bid, make sure you give it a fair shot!)
Good luck again.