[CollegeMom]

Yes, she did "suicide" as they recommend you do if in your heart, you really can't see yourself in the other 2 options. This did give her a 33% chance of getting her first choice. It's a chance she took and it didn't work out. She had made a decision from the beginning that she wouldn't just join "any" one for the sake of being in a sorority. It was a brave decision.