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Originally Posted by AKA_Monet
Both...  In the back on my mind, I am formulating a plan that my lover (husband) would have every reason to be with me. I want to be his Earth, Moon, Sun, Stars and Universe. When I love him, I am going to make sure is fulfilled with the exception of God.
Reality: God would not put me with someone who does not love me in return. God would not waste my efforts, time or energy.
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I'm with you on that one. I've sacrificed any carnal desires to the point of NO EXPERIENCE for the sake of meeting The One when he finally comes, so I too, have been practicing Kegal exercises, ... albeit with no frame of reference to rely on. Hm, ... maybe God feels I'm still not quite ready, as He has yet sent him on. ~sigh~ I guess I'll just have to keep practicing.