pref!!!
Sooooo i just got back from pref - i went to gamma phi beta and alpha phi. both ceremonies were SO beautiful and i cried like a little lost child at both. kind of embarassing. the girl that preffed me at gamma phi was the SAME girl from my table the first night, and she has talked to me and rushed me every day since. i just love her and we connect on so many levels. tonight we talked a lot about getting really involved in g phi b and ideas i had and stuff. i love it i love it i love it! then i went to alpha phi and the girl that preffed me was the girl i met yesterday (the one who made the "im so glad i met you are just so sweet and cute etc" comment) and i loved it there too. i was in SUCH a predicament when i had to sign my pref card! i started crying again!!!! argh! but finally after like 20 min and a lot of support from my rho chi i preffed g-phi-b and put alpha phi second and theta third. then i started crying again! ahhh! i wasn't sure if i made the right choice but the thing is, i would love to be in either house. i love all the girls in both houses, but i felt like i fit in with the gamma phi's the best. i just hope i made the right decision! everyone says that you just "know in your heart" where to go, but I DIDN'T and now i am so worried... grr my mom is trying to calm me down now and i think im gonna go to bed and TRY to sleep.... i get my bid tomorrow at 1:30 (if i even get one)... if i dont get one my rho chi will call me tomorrow morning... oh man!!! i am pretty sure i made the right decision, and i guess well just wait and see what happens tomorrow! byebye ladies! xoxo
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