Oh sweetie, you are breaking my heart!
Since I rushed over 20 years ago, I remember very few of the pertinent details of my experience (probably at least some of that has to do with intentionally blocking out bad memories)...BUT your sadness at being rejected certainly resonates with me. It happened to me TWICE.
You said your NPC adventures hadn't ended yet at that point. Did you go through informal rush afterwards? Do tell!
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