Lana babe, the fact that you said "God did not bless me with very many things qualities both inner and outer", means that there's something esle going on besides the breast issue. I have no doubt that you have tons of great qualities. The thing is you have to find them and play on them. Never put yourself down like this
I have to agree with Volgirl, having a chest is not always what its cracked up to be. I started developing the summer of 5th grade was one of the only girls in the class to. Needless to say we all know how fifth grade boys can act. It wasnt the funnest of years. By ninth grade I graduated to a C and now im a damn D and HATE IT!(doesnt help that im only 5'2 too)
When you run it can be a pain. Not just cuz if you're not wearing thr right bra, they go everywhere, but also b/c ppl tend to stare at you more. Buying shirts like Volgirl said is a complete pain in the a**. While you would normally wear a medium, you have to get a large of XL. While there are some shirts that you need boobs for, there are plenty more cute shirts that boobs look ridiculous in. I will say however, that I can sleep on my stomach w/o a bra just fine though. And the backless thing is true too, while you can sometimes pull it off, 95% of the time you cant. You become the butt of peoples jokes and after awhile it gets annoying. A secretary where I work tells me they're the first thing she sees whenever I walk in. One "friend" even wrote in my HS yearbook, "Hey this summer maybe you can pick us up some guys with those things." For the love of God woman im trying to shrink mine!
But you need to do what you feel is best. If your going to do it, I personally wouldnt recommend going to a D and like everyone said read more into the surgery and its risk. Especially if you plan on having children and breastfeeding one day. I believe that I read somewhere that toxins from the implants can get into the breastmilk and pass to the children. Hope things work out.