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To J – I’m sorry I stole your boyfriend way back in the day. You have proven yourself to be nothing but a friend to me, and I’m truly grateful for that. I was immature, manipulative, and selfish b/c u had a boyfriend and I didn’t/ Dealing with him has put my life on a fast track to hell, and I wish neither one of us ever went down that road.
To C – I allowed you to ruin my life! It took me almost three years after we broke up to finally stop being mad at you. Now I am just upset that I wasn’t able to love you enough to give you what you needed. I was not ready and you kept on pushing me. You left me alone when i needed you the most, so I was never able to open up again. I have finally forgiven myself and I forgave you long, long ago. I whish things could have been different! Just remember this: when you begin a relationship in deceit, no matter how hard you try to change things or make them better – that’s how the relationship WILL end.
To E – you lied to me from day one. It wasn’t until that day in the store I realized that you never cared about me one bit. That’s too bad for you. I feel sorry for anyone who ever ends up with you. You don’t even love yourself, you selfish liar! How can you love anyone else? Grow up, and stop trying to get over on people.
To M – you are one of my best friends, but you need to grow the hell up. God did not give you a set of circumstances worse than anyone else. He gives us all trials that we must overcome. You are so blessed to have a family and friends who look out for you, but u need to rely on yourself once in a damned while. No one hates you – no one is mad at you – and no one is disappointed in you BUT YOU! We have carried you ever since you stepped foot on campus, and now that we’ve graduated, you don’t understand how we’re burnt out! Help someone else for a change! And don’t do it for a reward, do it out of the goodness of your heart.
To R – stop calling me and complaining! You also have been blessed tremendously – stop bitching! And do some work for once – don’t complain that so and so isn’t doing this, that and the third. What have you done? Remember, whenever you point the finger at someone else, three are pointing back at you!
To MYSELF – God loves you! Yes, you! There is nothing in your life that you’ve done that is so horrible that you deserve to be in bad relationships. You don’t owe anyone. Move on to bigger, brighter, and HEALTHIER things. And stop eating all that Wendy’s! You’re face is breaking.
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