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the truth is.... I'm completely terrified of tomorrow.
I haven't seen the ex or our then-mutual friends in a year.
We were on speaking terms for awhile, and now we're not again, and I have some things that I need to pass on to him. The mutual friend is meeting up with me to be our in-between guy and I'm terrified.
Somewhere deep in the pit of my stomach I want him to gossip and tell the ex that I'm 10000% hotter than I was when we were dating and he saw me last.
Though I've lost some weight since then, I have been working out, my hair isn't crazy and I dress way better, I don't think I have the confidence to believe I really am 10000% hotter than I was when we were dating.
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