[ChildoftheHorn]

If you are still interested in it.... You could talk to some of your friends who are affiliated with a sorority and ask them what they were really looking for. That could give you valuable insight for if you want to try again. I also have some friends that were given bids just because they were always stopping by a particular house to hang out with friends or pick them up. I am in no way encouraging you to try and dirty rush. I am just saying that it may happen for you in many different ways. If it is meant to happen, it will.

In my case, I went through rush my sophmore year and didn't get a bid (age and major were sort of an issue). Then ZTA recolonized at my school and I decided to give it a try. One of the best decisions I have ever made.

If informals are an option for you, consider it. You may have to deal with rejection, but if you don't feel at home in the org. it may be for the best.

I was a little older and didn't really feel at home in any of them during the process, so I didn't really have any bad reaction to it. If you felt otherwise, that is another issue entirely.