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Only you know the answer to your question, and I think that the above posters gave you some great advice.
If you have been hazed (and if so, that is an issue you need to deal with and/or report), and honestly hate the situation you are in, don't initiate. I think it is better to take the risk of not being a Greek at all, or associating with a "lower social status" organization, than to commit yourself to a lifelong brotherhod. It isn't fair to yourself or anyone else.
I also would advise that you remove identifying info about your school. If the active brothers find this and figure out who you are, they may(depending on how your GLO works) decide to ask you to leave before you make your decision.
Put yourself into it, and you may get a lot more out of it than you ever expected. Brotherhood/sisterhood is a two-way street.
Good luck on your journey.
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