NAA: Got scared when i told you what I did? About how I felt? Be honest with yourself now, you regret the decision you made back then. you didnt let yourself care, and that was your downfall, because I can STILL affect you with my words. And you still care, despite never admitting it.
LAL: Ya know, I remember telling you that you'll never EVER be able to have anyone really love you until you realize that love sometimes equals sacrificing of yourself so that someone else will be happy. I could make that sacrifice, you never could. Stop expecting you to be the only one who is happy, as if that is the only thing that matters. Your childish attitude and selfishness is going to get your nothing but hurt. enjoy it.
MJMD - You knew the line, crossed it and no going back from there. You fucked up trust. It'll come back to you, enjoy it.
MMR- Stop lying so fucking much. Realize that people love you for who you are, not for the front you put up. Don't concentrate on being proud of the fact that you know popular people. Realize you're ok as is, don't pretend to be what you aren't. it didn't work then, and sure as hell doesn't now.
EMLG - He's wrong for you, if ya believe the fate thing, you know what the right decision is, and you'll know where you end up. Pack a winter jacket
PKT- So much for gratitude. I did the work, you reap the benefits, and 2 or 3 said thanks man. Fuck ya'll, except the few with class.
It went from pure to regular, have fun with your little group.
SB- So much for being a good little. You'll never be as good a drummer as me, so don't even attempt your weak ass beats. Oh yeah, you have the character of a wet mop. ya may hook up a lot, but your own "friends" laugh their asses off at your intellect. Nice tradeoff huh?
JSA and EJS- We all know you walked into a great situation cause of me, because no one else would have even given you the chance. I MADE your college career what it was, and you know this is the case, once again, no thanks coming at me. Which is cool, cause you never changed even when given the chance.
MJA- Again, you got your position because you were qualified, yet it never occured to you that your immediate success was cause of me? For someone with a 3.8 , you are one blind dumbass.
All of B9 - Ya should have followed instead of excluding. You are all truly weak spirited individuals.
MABA- I'm sorry i hurt you. You were really just in a bad place at the totally wrong time. i know you understood, but I still do feel and probably always will feel bad about the whole thing. That showed me that good people get the shaft. Its no wonder I've turned into such an asshole, yet have more success, go figure.
TMB and ABH - Neither of your realized what you had in front of you and are STILL confused about who you are, where you are going, and who really does love you. They've been there the whole time if you ever stopped to take notice.
KJA - You have So much potential. heed your own advice though. Let him go, he'll be holding you back in a few years, you want different things, you are different people now then when you were back in college.
The L family - thanks for treating me like a son whenever you saw me. Thanks for thinking I had even marginal talent, putting me in to play with musicians I had no business being on the same stage with at the time. I didn't realize it then, but all of that has pushed my life in a different, more fulfilling direction. So I thank you all for that.
Whew..I feel better.