[lovelyivy84]

HC partying in NYC?
HC of late I have been having much more fun when I go out with my white friends than my black friends?
HC white folks don't give a damn what you do, they go out to just have fun
HC every time I go out with black folks it seems like people are all about judging "what is she wearing, what is she drinking, who is she talking to, what school did you go to, what sorority are you in, how dark are you. how 'good' is your hair, that heffa thinks shes cute)
HC what is worse is going to a party with metal detectors
HC damn, what is this, the airport? y'all lookin for Bin Ladin or something?
HC people fronting like they are hardcore get hurt easy
HC I am NOT HARDCORE and NOT FRONTING
HC I just don't wanna get shot that's all
HC can I get my dance on with cool peeps of all races of a fairly young age (no teenagers though, PLEASE) while not feeling awkward and prissy and wearing comfortable clothing cuz I refuse to have my ass hanging out?
HC if I decide i DO feel like showing some skin, can the females in the room not all cut their eyes at me (it's always either top or bottom folks, I live at home and my Mama DAMN SURE didn't raise me to dress like a hoochie)
HC all the black people parties/clubs I have been to have been either a. scary or b. pretentious and boring
HC I understand now what all my sistas in the working world were complaining about with the dearth of black men
HC I never got it before
HC there really aren't many out here!
HC the only black man I see all day at my job is the DHL deliveryman
HC that makes me sad
HC I want to be in a relationship with a black man
HC that really might not happen
HC if I meet someone who will respect me and appreciate me for me then forget whatever color he is!
HC I would still prefer a black man though