Sarah - I'm glad you were able to be with people on NYEve -it's not the best night to be alone!
Locks? As the last few posts have noted - sometimes the physical action may set something off in you that it is indeed 'over'. I did exactly the same thing, and I have to admit looking back on it now, that was the start of moving on for myself.
Take things one day at a time - and know that you have a TON of support out here at GC, and know your 'family' is looking out for you.
As the song goes "....I'm goona wash that man right out of my hair...."
Shala
