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Chill out, seriously. The more you work yourself up over this, the more scared you'll be at the events and they'll detect that, which is not something you want. But don't limit yourself to just this fraternity, keep your options open.
As for the size of the fraternity and your chances of getting a bid, I don't know. I don't think anyone here can give you a fair answer, each orginization choses their members in through different processes, which most orginizations are not allowed to talk about.
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