[squirrely girl]

sarah,

trust me when i say... be absolutely certain what you want. i got engaged in spring and it's been great for me. but i know that it's not for everybody, and i like PKTSU says, it's really hard to justify going out/messing around if you're suppossed to be committed. sometimes i think it would be kewl to head out to a club with the girls, but at the same time it's different now and would be kinda weird.

i'm also not saying your ex is like this, but sometimes when people realize what they had (once it's gone) they'll say and do a lot to get it back. even though he's saying he's ready to make a committment, you kinda need to ask yourself if he REALLY REALLY means it.

in the mean time, like you said, have fun over break and don't stress it. relationships aren't meant to be stressed over constantly.

happy new year!!!!
marissa