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If you still have your heart set on going Greek, by all means-do it! Especially if you're feeling left out & your school has a strong Greek community, I think that it's great that you have it in you to go thru it for a second time around. I experienced something very similar and now I'm in an absolutely amazing group and it feels great to have finally found my home.
I hope your experience is as postive as mine. I know many others than have gone through something like you, but they didn't suicide--in some cases, they got dropped all together, mostly because they just preffed their top sorority, or in some cases, they'd get a bid to a sorority they thought they didn't like/fit in with, but they gave it a shot and ended up loving it!
I think you should definitely go through again in the spring. However, I wouldn't be concerned with going back to that top choice sorority. Everything happens for a reason and that place was probably not meant to be your home! Check out other sororities you remember liking earlier in the week and go to some that you may have never even considered. You may be pleasantly surprised!
Good luck & keep us posted.
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