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i have bad news...
i only got invited back to 3 houses and none of the 3 are my very favorite. i'm so disappointed that i am absolutely lost of words. i'm shocked. i guess my connection with the houses that i fell for did not feel the same way. the down side of rush i suppose.
i lost all hope to continue through this process but my rho chi emphasize that i should give the 3 houses that i was invited back a try. i am a optimistic at heart, but i wore my heart on my sleeve and look where it got me.
i decided to continue rush and see the 3 houses that wanted me back: CARNATION, DAISY, and IRIS.
i have no comments about any of them because i continue to have the same mind set about CARNATION AND IRIS. however, i liked DAISY the first day but i'm just not sure anymore.
my mind is all bundled up and i'm just so lost.
i told myself when i signed up for this process that i would not let it get to me. i shall be strong and not shed a tear for i know that if it was meant to be, it would've happened or it will.
i have not yet make my decisions on attending pref night. if i do, when i recieve my little paper listing what houses asked me back; if DAISY is not on there, i refuse to go on with the process.
i know the girls in CARNATION really like me, but i just can't see myself being a sister.
i would like to say thank you to all those that encouraged me and read my story.
i will keep you posted if i decide to attend pref.
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