I'm confused ... so your school didn't have sororities, therefore you tried to start one. Now you're trying to join a sorority since starting one didn't work out. You're leaving something out here, and I think if you filled in the gap it would help ... is it that since you tried to start a sorority and it flopped, a sorority finally did come to your school, or are you trying to join a sorority as an alumna? Or is it something else entirely?