Y'all, I'm really not at all worried about the flying part - drugging myself won't be necessary

. It's a really short flight.
I'm just neurotic and I hate looking like I don't know what I'm doing...looking for more advice like KSigRC's. I'm transitioning into a job where I may end up flying a lot, and since I'm already younger than everyone else I hate acting like I don't have it completely together.