((HUGS))
My thoughts are with you! I know that you will make the decision that is best for you...only you know what that is.
I will add, however, that one of my best friend's had put another chapter first on her card, but got her second choice and got a bid to Sigma. She made the decision through tears to see how things went...attended bid day...began the new member process...and was initiated. She went on to be very active in college (an officer a few years, several chairs, etc.) and is now our alum chapter president.
(Edited for spelling/grammar...hope I got them all!)
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"To receive much, you must give much."
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