If I could change 2 things about this year:
I would change the way I acted after my ex and I broke up. I would have gone out more...I would have made myself get out of bed and stop hiding from the world. I wouldnt have wasted tears on someone who didnt deserve my heart.
I wish I had known the right thing to do about my now ex-best friend. She dated a guy Travis for 5 years, and was very dependent on him because her mom died our freshman yr of high school, her dad died our senior yr of college and her brother died last year. He was all she had. But he took advantage of that and completely slept around with at least 14 other girls I know of for sure. I wanted to prevent her from getting more serious with him, and I showed her my proof...she acknowledged it, but decided to side with him, and ended our friendship. Now she is married, and we havent spoken in quite a few years. I just wish I had kept my mouth shut now, because I miss her.
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