[Rushee]

I have a problem. I have recieved a bid and have signed it. The guys are awesome but I havent seen anything else and I dont know if I've lept before I've looked. I want to know how big of a deal it is to back out once you've signed a bid. I honestly like the guys at the house but I don't know if its right for me yet I'd like to slow it down but I dont know if I've already gone too far to go back. It's alot of money and joining a frat is a big commitment, but I don't know what I should do if I can do anything at all.

advice?