[lovelyivy84]

HC Congrats!
HC it's nice to see people celebrating because I am in suuuuch a morose mood
HC sometimes my boyfriend is beyond not cute
HC he wanted to have an argument about how I leave the air conditioner on all day, even though HE is not the one paying the bill anyway.
HC I dont mean to leave the ac on, and I know I forget sometimes, but if it is MY BILL then why does HE care?
HC he just wants me to see the sense and holy righteousness in his way of living for everything
HC I am not saying he is wrong, I'm just saying SHUT UP ABOUT IT, I'M DOING THE BEST I CAN SO LET IT GO!
HC if his way is good I'll end up doing it in the long run
HC the more stressed I am, the less I listen to him
HC the less I listen to him, the more he talks at me
HC he showed it today on the way to work
HC I HATE fighting in the car
HC I am at the point where I dont want to break up, but I just dont think it's going to work out either, which makes me sad
HC we are just waaaay too different
HC he is always giving me 'suggestions' on how to do things
HC thanks, but I got it- if your suggestion is good I will take it under advisement so STOP TALKING ABOUT IT

HC I have my road test today
HC I had to reschedule the damn thing twice because of the MVD being totally incompetent
HC this will be the first time I go to take the road test where I actually get to take it
HC I am sitting on soooo much stress right now
HC it is not the time to aggravate me
HC especially not on the way to work
HC I dont want to be here today! I should be at home practicing my driving or something.
HC my job is tres casual and I am going to be hiding out in my office today on GC, lol
HC that is, if I can
HC I am so overwhelmed some days
HC I really do have 3 jobs rolled into one and am underpaid for all of them
HC the only reason I'm here is my title, and I like the school (mostly)
HC people here are so aggressively liberal that they even get on MY nerves
HC I feel like some (the students, faculty AND staff) are liberal without a reason- I know why I am liberal and hold to my belief structure, but they are 'liberal' only because they're mad at rich Mommy and Daddy?
HC that's probably not fair to most of them who are not rich and bust their ass to be here, but I'm in a pissy mood (thanks boyfriend!)
HC oh well sue me
HC it is shaping up to be such a wonderful day. ugh.