Thankful...
You don't know how much this thread REALLY means to me. I am sitting here teary-eyed as I write this. I am currently going through some issues in my life, some of them recurring and constant, such as school, physical health, and depression, and others are new issues...It is conforting to know that I am not alone...You all have made me remember that God WILL NOT put anything in front of me that I cannot handle, even though at times life seems to be VERY UNBEARABLE--I know I can survive...
You all have made me realize the one thiing that is missing in my life--GOD/ CHURCH...I constantly put this on the back-burner, choosing to "focus" on school, but no matter how much I try, things never seem to go my way (I know, it's "God's Way", but sometimes I wish we could be thinking along the same lines...). I know that true happiness comes from within', but as much as I try to tell myself this I can never fully believe in it. I know that nothing will ever be "Perfect" in regards to my life (actually, it's too late for that)...But with the help of Jesus Christ I know I can begin to feel "Content" with what I have...I know that once I do this the other issues will fall into place...
Once again, Sisterfriends and Memberfriends, thank you for just being the supportive, caring inviduals that you are...Many of you have helped me and you don't even know it (more than you will ever know...). I ask that you keep me in your prayers and in return I will do the same...
I apologize for the length of this post but I just really needed to vent...
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