[lifesaver]

Well remember I said I had developed feelings.

So we were supposed to go out last night but the weather got bad, so we postponed to tonight.

Met up at 8 at our mutual friend's Katie's place. So we go for Mexican food, it was good. Then head to University Bowl, to meet everyone else, Nick, Kate, Ross, Anna and Carlos. (Interesting in and of itself) so we meet up and you could cut the tension with a knife. Heres the deal. 'guest and Katie and Nick went to school together. So we meet up withthem. It proceeds to get really wierd....

<enter the socially incestious world of melrose place>

Nick and Katie used to be together, but are just good friends now. Katie used to like ross, but now likes Sean who told her today he wasnt interested. Anna is the little sister of the chapter president who used to date carlos who showed upo unexpectedly. Anna used to like my brother Patrick, who was the cause of the drama with my friend beth a few months back. Remember Anna kisse patrick and Beth got pissed. Well, she decided it was to wierd to see a brother of her brothers, so she now likes Nick. Todd, Nicks roomie shows up, but cant know that Nick and anna are messing around or that 'guest and I are interested. Then my chapter starts to show up at the bowling alley. Ross' big shows up with his other little, then Bryan with his g/f,. Jon, Greg, Eric, Edward, Jason, Ryan, Merk, and his g/f all show up. I am thinking, OK, I am on a DATE here. And my chapter shows up. THe other wierd thing is that Katie andNick and todd and 'guest is who I hang out with to get away from the chapter. NOW THE TWO GROUPS ARE BOWLING TOGETHER. Just too many worlds colliding.

Anyway, so after bowling we decide to eat. 'guest and I decide to stop by my place so I could take some asprin (I really did have a headache) and we sit down on the couch and start making out. Cool. 'guest is distant. I inquire. Guest tells me "Remember the discussion, I just dont feel the same way you do. I just have too many things in my life right now that I need to sort out." I was like I am a bit dissapointed, but understand. I am still glad I said something, but disapointed none the less.

KABM, James, boys, be proud. I still managed to get a little somthin' outta the deal. I justr knew which buttons to push and before ling I got, "This is gonna sound crass, but wanna f**k?" It was so on, 'bow chicka bow wow." I figued I could at least get the sausage wet. So I guess its ther friends with benefits thing. I hear a booty call in my future. At least I got that outta the deal and didnt go out like a played out fool. Other positive thing, I get to go out with ilovemyglo tomorrow night. Coolness.

Other bit of good news, I start a new job tomorrow. p/t, but helps withthe bills. PIMPIN computers at Gateway. So I'll be all about GC now. Yep, ya know Ima addict when I get a job where I can indulge my habit. Hells yeah.


Summation,
1. all my friends have banged.
2. My worlds collided and it freaked me the hell out.
3. I got shot down, but still managed to get some lovin outta the deal. Thats talent. Give me props.
4. I'll be on the internet alls the time now. I might actually haver to check out those other rooms in here, Risk Management, Social , Fund Rasising, etc....