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Ok, I think its about time I said (typed) this. I think what has been holding me back is my deep fear that it will come true. I have a crush on a co-worker! I've had a crush on him for years, we use to work together, then he left and now we work together again. I think he is a beautiful person, very caring and funny (at least to me). I don't think we can be together because another friend use to love him (like for real) and he told her that he was not the setteling down type. Now she is engaged to marry someone else. He says the most interesting things to me, I think, just to see my reaction. I told him if he doesn't stop, I may start thinking he is serious, and he looked at me all werid and stuff. Anyway, I like the attention but not sure how I would feel if it turned serious.

Thanks I needed to put it out there!